Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Reflection for December 31, 2008



A year is nothing but the amount of time it takes for the earth to go completely around the sun before it begins the trip all over again. The completion of a year, then, is not a sign that things are ending. It is surely much more the realization that life repeats itself unendingly. We have a chance to do everything again, better this time, more comfortably this time, more joyfully this time.
Songs of Joy, Joan Chittister


On meaning, as we age:

A burden of these years is that we might allow ourselves to believe that not being as fast or as busy as we used to be is some kind of human deficiency.

A blessing of these years is that we can come to understand that it is the quality of what we think and say that makes us valuable members of society, not how fast or busy we are.
The Gift of Years, Joan Chittister

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Reflection for December 24, 2008








The Meditation this morning was a reading of the story,
My Father’s Gift
by Frederick Waterman.

Julian Cell wishes Blessings and Peace to all!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Reflection for December 17, 2008


ONE WORLD
Celtic Woman
I hear a baby crying,
A sad sound, a lonely sound.
I want to take her in my arms,
And then I dry away all her tears.

I see a boy who's frightened,
A young boy with old eyes,
I long to say you're welcome here,
You can be happy now that you're warm
We're all a part of one world,
We all can share the same dream...
And if you just reach out to me,
Then you will find deep down inside.... I'm just like you,

Loud voices raised in anger,
Speak harsh words, such cruel words,
Why do they speak so selfishly? When we have so much we can share.

So let your hearts be open,
And reach out with all your love,
There are no strangers now,
They are our brothers now,
And we are one.

We're all apart of one world,
We all can share the same dream,
And if you just reach out to me,
Then you will find, deep down inside,
I'm just like you....

We're all a part of one world,
We all can share the same dream,
And if you just reach out to me,
Then you will find, deep down inside...

I'm just like you....
I'm just like you....

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Reflection for December 10, 2008


Preparing a Space

…The season of Advent is a season of preparation, a time of getting ready for what lies ahead. In Matthew’s Gospel, Jesus says of John the Baptist, “This is the one about whom it is written, ‘See, I am sending my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your way before you.’ ’’ And in another Advent reading, Isaiah proclaims to us, “In the wilderness prepare the way of the Lord, make straight in the desert a highway for our God” (Isaiah 40:3). While both Matthew and Isaiah draw our attention to the horizon from which the holy one will appear, they also draw our gaze to the path itself.

The season beckons me to ask, what am I preparing for? What is the way that is being prepared within the wilderness of my life? What does it mean for my own life to become a path, a way of welcome for the Holy One? How do I give myself time to notice the ways that the path unfolds before me and within me? What are the acts of preparation that bring delight to my life? Whom do I ask or allow to help me prepare?

Chances are, if we don’t enjoy the process of getting ready, we won’t enjoy the event we are getting ready for. If we become so consumed by getting Christmas right—the right present, the right cards mailed to the right people at the right time, the right dishes for Christmas dinner—we risk missing the surprising ways that God prepares us in this season. As we open to God’s guiding in these Advent days, we may discover that the space being prepared for the coming birth lies within our own selves.

Jan L.Richardson, NIGHT VISIONS: searching the shadows of advent and christmas, United Church Press, 1998

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Reflection for December 3, 2008


Advent

The year draws down. In the meadows

And high pastures, the green grass veins

the grey. Already the stubble

Fields are green. Orien stands

Another year over California,

Simple and lucent, guarding the full moon.

Dew descends from heaven

Good pours from the clouds.

The earth wavers on its whirling track.

We milk by lantern light. The shadows

of the cattle are illimitable.

The lantern light knots in gouts of gold.

As the sun retreats, and the moon

Turns its face away and back again,

Following the spinning earth

Like our following lantern

Through the dark, back to the white breath

Of the cattle, back to the smell

of hay and dung and milk,

Back to the placental

Dark in the abandoned ruins,

God goes again to birth.

--Kenneth Rexroth


Charm . . . these nights in Advent, holy spheres,

While minds, as meek as beasts,

Stay close at home in the sweet hay;

And intellects are quieter than the flock that feed by starlight.

--Thomas Merton

Reflection for November 26, 2008


Live Your Best Life

Hold on to what is good even if it is

a handful of earth.

Hold on to what you believe even if it is

a tree which stands by itself.

Hold on to what you must do even if it is

a long way from here...

Hold on to my hand even when

I have gone away from you.

~By Nancy Wood, from Many Winters

Monday, November 24, 2008

Reflection for November 19, 2008


You love those who search for truth. In wisdom, center me, for you know my frailty. Psalm 51

“Life is full of internal dramas, instantaneous and sensational, played to an audience of one,” Anthony Pail writes. Whatever you are struggling with internally right now is your call to the next stage of life. Treat it gently. Don’t try either to stamp it out or make it happen. Just ask yourself what you are being allowed to learn from it. That’s wisdom.

Joan Chittister, Songs of Joy

“It is good to have an end to journey towards,” Ursula Le Guin writes, “but it is the journey that matters in the end.” How we get where we get is often more important in the end than getting there. The goodness of the work itself, the joy of the sharings while we do it and the love we find along the way, whether we succeed at it or not, now that’s what makes life, life.

Ibid.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Reflection for October 22, 2008

To a Tree

Oh, tree outside my window, we are kin,

For you ask nothing of a friend but this:

To lean against the window and peer in

And watch me move about! Sufficient bliss

For me, who stand behind its framework stout,

Full of my tiny tragedies and grotesque grieves,

To lean against the window and peer out,

Admiring infinites’mal leaves.

Elizabeth Bishop, 1927

What do you ask of friendship?

(What do you ask of God?)

Reflection for October 15, 2008

Holy Now – Peter Mayer

When I was boy each week…on Sunday we would go to church

And pay attention to the priest…and he would read the holy word,

And consecrate the holy bread…and everyone would kneel and bow,

Today the only difference is…everything is holy now.

Everything, everything, everything is holy now.

When I was in Sunday school…we would learn about the time

Moses split the sea in two…Jesus made the water wine.

And I remember feeling sad…that miracles don’t happen still

But now I can’t keep track…’cause everything’s a miracle,

Everything, everything, everything’s a miracle.

Wine from water is not so small…but an even better magic trick

Is that anything is here at all.

So the challenging thing becomes…not to look for miracles,

But finding where there isn’t one.

When holy water was rare at best…it barely wet my fingertips,

But now I have to hold my breath…like I’m swimming in a sea of it

It used to be a world half there…heaven’s second rate hand-me-down,

But I walk it with a reverent air…’cause everything is holy now.

Read a questioning child’s face…and say it’s not a testament,

That’d be very hard to say.

See another new morning come…and say it’s not a sacrament,

I tell you that it can’t be done.

This morning, outside I stood…and saw a little red-winged bird,

Shining like a burning bush…singing like a scripture verse.

It made me want to bow my head…I remember when church let out,

How things have changed since then…everything is holy now.

It used to be a world half there…heaven’s second rate hand-me-down,

But I walk it with a reverent air…’cause everything is holy now.

(From the CD: Million Year Mind by Peter Mayer)

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Reflection for October 8, 2008


On Monday Oct 13 we celebrate Columbus Day – the discovery of America. But today, let us consider the wisdom of the Native Peoples of this country whose way of life was changed forever by this event.

PRAYER TO THE FOUR DIRECTIONS

Great Spirit of Light, come to me out of the East (red) with the power of the rising sun. Let there be light in my words, let there be light on my path that I walk. Let me remember always that you give the gift of a new day. And never let me be burdened with sorrow by not starting over again.

Great Spirit if Love, come to me with the power of the North (white). Make me courageous when the cold wind falls upon me. Give me strength and endurance for everything that is harsh, everything that hurts, everything that makes me squint. Let me move through life ready to take what comes from the north.

Great Life-Giving Spirit, I face the West (black), the direction of sundown. Let me remember everyday that the moment will come when my sun goes down. Never let me forget that I must fade into you. Give me a beautiful color, give me a great sky for setting, so that when it is my time to meet you, I can come with glory.

Great Spirit of Creation, send me the warm and soothing winds from the South (yellow). Comfort me and caress me when I am tired and cold. Unfold me like the gentle breezes that unfold the leaves on the trees. As you give to all the earth your warm moving wind, give also to me ao that I may grow close to you in warmth.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Reflection for October 1, 2008


Simplicity is openness to the beauty of the present, whatever its shape, whatever its lack. Simplicity, clearly, leads to freedom of soul. When we cultivate a sense of "enoughness", when we learn to enjoy things for their own sakes, when we learn to be gentle even with what is lacking in ourselves, we find ourselves free to be where we are and to stop mourning where we are not. We find that simplicity is an antidote to depression.
Joan Chittister

Here's a test: James Thurber wrote that people "Should strive to learn before they die/ What they are running from, and to, and why". Simplicity, in other words, is knowing what my life is really all about. Which of Thurber's questions are you able to answer?
Joan Chittister
Songs of Joy: New Meditations on the Psalms for Every Day of the Year

Reflection from September 17, 2008

Praying


It doesn't have to be
the blue iris, it could be
weeds in a vacant lot, or a few
small stones; just
pay attention, then patch

a few words together and don't try
to make them elaborate, this isn't
a contest but the doorway

into thanks; and a silence in which
another voice may speak.

Mary Oliver

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Reflection for September 24, 2008


Dare To Be True

The Way ahead may not be clear
The way ahead should hold no fear
Have an inner peace
Conviction strong
To sail your path
To sing your song

Live it to the full
Be kind and brave
And don't hold back
When you strike a wave
Just charge on thru
'cause on the other side
Is what you've wanted
The life you crave

And should you find
That you were wrong
All is not lost
Just change your song
A new direction
More inner strength
And start again
Jump another fence
Adjust, adapt but don't despair
It will work out if you only dare

Don Stratford

Friday, September 12, 2008

Reflections for September 10, 2008

It Felt Love

How
Did the rose
Ever open its heart

And give to this world
All its
Beauty?

It felt the encouragement of light
Against its
Being,

Otherwise,
We all remain
Too
Frightened.


The Suburbs

Complaint
Is only possible

While living in the suburbs
Of God.

Hafiz, The Gift, translated by Daniel Ladinsky


Living in the Now

There is nothing you can ever do or attain that will get you closer to salvation than it is at this moment. This may be hard to grasp for a mind accustomed to thinking that everything worthwhile is in the future. Nor can anything that you ever did or that was done to you in the past prevent you from saying yes to what is
and taking your attention deeply into the Now. You cannot do this in the future. You do it now or not at all.

Eckhart Tolle, The Power of Now

Monday, September 8, 2008

Fun and Play


"The more fun you have, the greater your value to yourself and to your society. The more fun you share with others, the more fun you have."

"The Path that is best for you is the Path that keeps the best of you in play"

both from Deep Fun.com

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Mystery


MYSTERY

The first time I heard the word Mystery I did not understand what it meant. As an avid reader of mystery stories, I had the idea that something is a mystery only because its solution has not yet been found. But mystery is different from Mystery. By it’s very nature Mystery cannot be solved, can never be known. It can only be lived…

…We have not been raised to cultivate a sense of Mystery. We may even see the unknown as an insult to our incompetence, a personal failing. Seen this way the unknown becomes a challenge to action. But Mystery does not require action; Mystery requires our attention. Mystery requires that we listen and become open. When we meet with the unknown in this way, we can be touched by a wisdom that can transform our lives…

…A sense of Mystery can take us beyond disappointment and judgment to a place of expectancy. It opens in us an attitude of listening and respect. If everyone has in them the dimension of the unknown, possibility is present at all times. Wisdom is possible at all times. The Mystery in anyone may speak to them and heal them in the grocery store. It may speak to us and heal us too. Knowing this enables us to listen to life from the place in us that is Mystery also. Mystery requires that we relinquish an endless search for answers and become willing to not understand, that we be open to witness. Those who witness life may eventually know far more than anyone can understand.

Perhaps real wisdom lies in not seeking answers at all. Any answer we find will not be true for long. An answer is a place where we can fall asleep as life moves past us to its next question. After all these years I have begun to wonder if the secret to living well is not in having all the answers but in pursuing unanswerable questions in good company.

From My Grandfather’s Blessings, by Rachel Naomi Remen, M.D.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Not This, Not That

Not This, Not That

nor anything,

not the eastern wind whose other name is rain,

nor the burning heats of the dunes

nor the crown of summer,

nor the ticks, that new, ferocious populace,

not the President who loves blood,

not the governmental agencies that love money,

will alter

my love for you, my friends and my beloved,

or for you, oh ghosts of Emerson and Whitman,

or for you, oh blue sky of a summer morning,

that makes me roll in a barrel of gratitude down hills,

or for you, oldest friends: hope;

or for you, newest friends: faith;

or for you, silliest and dearest of surprises, my own life.

Mary Oliver, Red Bird

Thursday, August 14, 2008

God said yes


I asked God if it was okay to be melodramatic

and she said yes

I asked her if it was okay to be short

and she said it sure is

I asked her if I could wear nail polish

or not wear nail polish

and she said honey

she calls me that sometimes

she said you can do just exactly

what you want to

Thanks God I said

And is it even okay if I don't paragraph

my letters

Sweetcakes God said

who knows where she picked that up

what I'm telling you is

Yes Yes Yes

-- Kaylin Haught, "God Says Yes to Me" from

The Palm of Your Hand, copyright 1995,

Tilbury House Publishers.

Lux Aterna

















The August 6th meditation began with one half hour of silence followed by 26 minutes of music from the album Lux Aeterna.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Before the Beginning



God speaks to each of us before we are made

then walks with us silently out of the night.

There are the words, the numinous works,

we hear before we begin:

You, called forth by your senses,

Reach to the edge of your Longing:

Become my body.

Grow like a fire behind things

so their shadows spread out

and cover me completely

Let everything into you: Beauty and Terror.

Keep going: remember, no feeling is forever.

Don’t lose touch with me.

Nearby is the land

they call Life.

You will recognize it

by its intensity.

Give me your hand.


R.M. Rilke, 1875-1926

Translated by Kim Rosen/Maria Krekler

The Time Before Death


Friend, hope for the Guest while you are alive.

Jump into experience while you are alive!

Think... and think... while you are alive.

What you call "salvation" belongs to the time

before death.

If you don't break your ropes while you're alive,

do you think

ghosts will do it after?

The idea that the soul will rejoice with the ecstatic

just because the body is rotten --

that is all fantasy.

What is found now is found then.

If you find nothing now,

you will simply end up with an apartment in the

City of Death.

If you make love with the divine now, in the next

life you will have the face of satisfied desire.

So plunge into the truth, find out who the Teacher is,

Believe in the Great Sound!

Kabir says this: When the Guest is being searched for,

it is the intensity of the longing for the Guest that

does all the work.

Look at me, and you will see a slave of that intensity.

~~~ By Kabir

~~~ Translated by Robert Bly

Ten Poems to Change Your Life, edited by Roger Housden

Saturday, July 19, 2008

A PRAYER AMONG FRIENDS



Among other wonders, we are alive
With one another, we walk here
In the light of an unlikely world
That isn’t ours for long.
May we spend generously
The time we are given.
May we enact our responsibilities
As thoroughly as we enjoy
Our pleasures. May we see with clarity,
May we seek a vision
That serves all beings, may we honour
The mystery surpassing our sight,
And may we hold in our hands
The gift of good work
And bear it forth whole, as we
Were borne forth by a power we praise
To this one Earth, this homeland of all we love.

by John Daniel

Monday, July 14, 2008

Parable of the Bamboo Flute


Once upon a time in the heart of a certain kingdom, lay a beautiful garden. Of all the dwellers of the garden, the most beautiful and beloved to the master of the garden was a splendid and noble Bamboo. Year after year, Bamboo grew yet more beautiful and gracious. He was conscious of his master's love, yet he was modest and in all things gentle. Often when Wind came to revel in the garden, Bamboo would dance and sway merrily, tossing and leaping and bowing in joyous abandon. He delighted his master's heart.


One day the master spoke: "Bamboo, I would use you."

Bamboo flung his head to the sky in utter delight. The day in which he would find his completion and destiny had come! His voice came low: "Master, I am ready, use me as you want."

"Bamboo," the master's voice was grave, "I would be obliged to take you and cut you down."

A trembling of great horror shook Bamboo. "Cut...me...down? Me whom you, master, have made the most beautiful in all your garden? Cut me down? Ah, not that, not that. Use me for your joy, oh master, but don't cut me down."

"Beloved Bamboo," the master's voice grew graver still. "If I do not cut you down, I cannot use you."

Bamboo slowly bent his proud and glorious head. The came a whisper. "Master, if you cannot us me unless you cut me down, then do your will and cut."

"Bamboo, beloved Bamboo, I would cut your leaves and branched from you also."

"Master, master spare me. Cut me down and lay my beauty in the dust, but would you take from me my leaves and branches also?"

Bamboo, alas! If I do not cut them away, I cannot use you."

Bamboo shivered in terrible expectancy, whispering low. "Master, cut away."

"Bamboo, Bamboo. I would divide you in two and cut out your heart, for if I do not cut so, I cannot use you."

"Master, master, then cut and divide."

So the master of the garden took Bamboo and cut him down and hacked off his branches and stripped his leaves and divided him in two and cut out his heart and pierced his skin and removed parts of Bamboo's flesh, and lifting him gently, carried him to where there was a spring of fresh, sparkling water in the midst of the master's dry fields. The putting down one end of broken Bamboo into the spring and the other end into the water channel in the field, the master laid down gently his beloved Bamboo. The clear sparkling water raced joyously down the channel of Bamboo's torn body into the waiting fields. Then the rice was planted and the days went by. The shoots grew. The harvest came. In that day was Bamboo, once so glorious in his stately beauty, yet more glorious in his brokenness and humility. For in all his beauty he was life abundant. But in his brokenness he became a channel of abundant life to his master's world.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Dot among dots



You are a dot among dots,
so extend yourself to whoever needs you,
and let this extension of yourself
be filled with the unending love
that is at your fingertips.

Eric K. Kammersgard

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Percy (Nine)


Your friend is coming I say
to Percy, and name a name

and he runs to the door, his
wide mouth in its laugh-shape,

and waves, since he has one, his tail.
Emerson, I am trying to live,

as you said we must, the examined life.
But there are days I wish

there was less in my head to examine,
Not to speak of the busy heart. How

would it be to be Percy, I wonder, not
thinking, not weighing anything, just running forward.

Mary Oliver, Red Bird


Instructions for living a life:
Pat attention.
Be astonished.
Tell about it.

Mary Oliver, excerpt #4 from “Sometime”, Red Bird

The Seed Cracked Open




It used to be
That when I would wake in the morning
I could with confidence say,
“What am ‘I’ going to
Do?”

That was before the seed
Cracked open.

Now Hafiz is certain:

There are two of us housed
In this body,

Doing the shopping together in the market and
Tickling each other
While fixing the evening’s food.

Now when I awake
All the internal instruments play the same music;

“God, what love-mischief cab ‘We’ do
For the world
Today?”

Hafiz, A Sufi Master