
Deep Peace of the Running Wave To You
Note: Richard Rohr’s book, “Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life”, speaks of the classical hero/heroine’s journey.
The first task, which the hero or heroine thinks is the only task, is only the warm-up act to get him or her to the real task. He or she “falls through” what is merely his or her life situation to discover her Real Life, which is always a much deeper river, hidden beneath the appearances. Most people confuse their life situation with their actual life which is an underlying flow beneath the everyday events. This deeper discovery is largely what religious people mean by “finding their soul.”
(Father Rohr would identify this as our task in the second half of life.)
No one can keep you from this second half of your own life except yourself. Nothing can inhibit your second journey except your own lack of courage, patience, and imagination. Your second journey is all yours to walk or to avoid. My conviction is that some falling apart of the first journey is necessary for this to happen, so do not waste a moment of time lamenting poor parenting, lost job, failed relationship, physical handicap, gender identity, economic poverty, or even the tragedy of any kind of abuse. Pain is part of the deal. If you don’t walk into the second half of your own life, it is you who do not want it. God will always give you exactly what you truly want and desire. So make sure you desire, desire deeply, desire yourself, desire God, desire everything good, true, and beautiful.
“…the angel spoke, and he said to the women, “Thee is no need for you to be afraid. I know you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here, for he has risen…..”
Mark 28:5-6
There must be always remaining in everyone’s life some place for the singing of angels, some place for that which in itself is breathlessly beautiful and, by an inherent prerogative, throws all the rest of life into a new and creative relatedness, something that gathers up in itself all the freshest of experience from drab and commonplace areas of living and glows in one bright white light of penetrating beauty and meaning – then passes. The commonplace is shot through with new glory; old burdens become lighter, deep and ancient wounds lose much of their old, old hurting. A crown is placed over our heads that for the rest of our lives we are trying to grow tall enough to wear. Despite all the crassness of life, despite all the hardness of life, despite all the harsh discords of life, life is saved by the singing of angels.
Deep is the Hunger by Howard Thurman
The Vessel
Formed from the earth (clay)
Trusting our vision……………………………….our intuition
Having courage……………………………………..taking risks
Saying yes, to helping hands
Turning upside down …………………………... different perspective
Creating what we like ……………………………daring to think large
Right timing to polish the clay with smooth stone until it shines
Repetition.………………………………………….……like a long mantra
Going through fire.……………………………….. becoming more solid
Coming to the right place.…………………………. community effort
Arms digging a grave and gentle laying down the clay bodies
Being together in the same hole.………..leaning on each other
Trusting my choice of adding sea wheat, orange- and banana peels
to the saw dust and fire wood layers that fill the grave
Trusting others and the experienced teacher
Blessing ritual and letting go!
Surrendering all creations to another fire (in the ground)
Waiting with patience………an evening and a whole night!
In the morning taking away the cover…taking away the stone
Looking what’s left in the ashes
Many hands carefully lift up, what we had given up
Hearts beating …… hands working ……eyes looking
Hallelujahs ___ sounds of joy and amazements
Seeing the images of transformation
Forming our stories
Do you see what I see?